Thursday 21 April 2011

no mood at all...

hmm...aper yang terjadi mang aq tak dpt trime...knp bnyk sgt mslh yg dtg??aq jd tak bermaya...aq jadi down gler bile abh ckp sume uwh...aq dh xtw nk wt ape lg...
1. sal niage...
dia ckp aq nh mnyusahkn org...dh aq mg x reti nk bwk vitara uwh...kne la mtx tlg owg...dy ckp dy yg kne tlg aq...pd aq,klo xnk tlg,xyh tlg...aq bole pkr cre len...tp hri2 aq tgk,aq x ciap lg dy dh brie ready krete nk anto aq niage...tp last2 dy nk ckp yg owg dh bosan nk tlg aq...bnd nh buat aq pning...
2.bil air ngn api melambung...
dh electrical appliances kt uma nh bertambah...tv jew bnyk gne karen,mesin bsoh dua kli putar 1 hri,tu pon spin dh rosak kne putar spin bnyk kali...refrigerator jew ad 3...telefon uma pon nk gne karen nk on kn dy...hri2 gne iron n blander...laptop cpi 2 on ble mlm...kipas of course 24hours...dgn wifi lg...dgn charger hp lg...mne x melambung...klo bil api cpi 400 uwh logik la gak...nh dy ckp bil air pon 400???nk ckp aq niage gne bnyk air mg x la wlaupun aq mniage air...air tu trhsil dri ais yg cair...tp 2 la point dy nk ckp yg bil air mlmbung sbb aq mniage..aq xtw npe aq x dpt trime ap yg dy ckp nh...
3.sal result aq...
aq akui yg rsult aq x bgos...aq dh kecewakan dowg...result aq x mncapai ape yg dowg nk...tp aq dh puas t ngn ap yg aq dpt coz bkn sng tok smone yg bdoh sains cm aq nh bole dpt sume kredit dlm subjek sains aq...aq ckop bersyukur...aq pernah ckp dgn mak bpk aq lepas PMR dlu,aq mmg x janji yg aq bole bwak aliran sains tulen sebab dh terbukti yg aq mg x bole nk bwk sains coz UPSR ngn PMR aq mg yg slack kn result aq was my science subject was B.....SPM mmg bkn semudah yg disangkakan...aq dh ckp kat mak yg JANGAN MENYESAL KALO RESULT AKU NANTI TAK BAGUS....tapi mak ckp cube je...aq dh cube n kputusan nya begini...aq dh x bole nk wt pew lg...n abh pon ckp yg aq mg dh xd hrpan n one fine day mg aq nh x bole diharapkan tok bantu dy...bnde nh mg wat aq sgt3 down...YA ALLAH...kw tabahkanlah aku YA ALLAH..
4.sal aq g kursus kt selangor...
bile dpt je twran kursus tu,aku dh ckp yg aq xnk g...tp dy paksa gak sruh aq g...dy ckp tak kesa la bpe bnyk pkai duit pon...n aq dh warning dowg yg idop kt c2 x sme ngn idop kt jb...lastly aq g gak...ikot ckp dowg..tp mlm td dy bole ungkit blek yg aq g sne sribu pon x ckop...g nk kne anto,blek nk kne amek...logik ke dy ckp cm uwh???dh tu nk soh aq blik sndri...maksod aq g blik nh time fist aq nk msok n time last aq nk kua...dy nk soh aq g sndri???klo dkat jb nh xp la jugak..nh dekat selangor!!pdhal aq dh ckp awl2 yg aq xnk g tp dy pakse gak...nh pon slh aq gak ke??
5.sal mek lsen...
aq tak minta pon aq nk mek lsen...tp die yg sbok2 tny bile aq nk mek lsen...then mlm td dy nk ckp,nk mek lsen pon xkn nk hrapkn dy....heh...aq x mtx pon laa....klo aq nk mek lsen,aq pndai la kmpol sndri...aq dh ad income sndri...aq mg xtw nk skp pew lg dh... 
lastly aq mek kputusan..aq nk brhnti niage,aq nk dok ngn angh kat penang...aq memag dh x reti mcm mane nk dok kat rumah nh lagi...ape pon yg aq wat sume nyer slah...aq dh tak tahan...aq mniage nh x gune duit dowg sikit pon...aq x pnh pon mtx tlg kt dowg...bile aq dh niage nh,aku tak minta ape2 wet blanje pon kt dowg...so ap lg yg dowg nk...aq mg xd blajo bab akaun kt skola coz aq x mek akaun...so aq kire ikot ske aq... aq x ketepikan wet api,wet air,wet gas...so,dlm mse smgu nh aq niage,aq kmpol wet,aq bg dy 300,aq bg olin 100..then aq hrap aq xd utang lg ngn dowg sal niage2 nh..klo aq tros niage lg smgu nh mkne nye ckop2 sbulan aq niage so pas nh aq nk dok penang...idop sme mcm aq dok kt hostel...aq harap,mak ngn abah restui kputusan aq...n klo ad rezki,aq g la smbong blajo uwh..klo x,aq akn troskn idop aq kt penang uwh...k...salam...
 

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